I often wondered about God-sent signs manifested in everyday things, objects or events. I have often heard people say "it's a sign" and base important decisions on these signs. I often envy people who say they have been given clear cut signs which meant they are making the right decisions or find comfort in suffering.
I had a friend who based the fate of the guy courting her by asking for white flowers at the altar in church - white flowers meant that yes - he was the one. I often ask for signs to point me in the right direction but somehow I don't seem to get any that is why I kind of envy people who do.
Since joining the SFC community, I have heard people ask "what was the message that God wants you to hear?" or say "... the message was revealed to me clearly..." and a year into the community, I can honestly say that I have experienced receiving God's message twice - first was thru a song, and the second on bible verse written on a piece of paper.
Still there are times when I don't seem to get the message - I don't seem to fathom what God wants me to learn from heart aches, pains and problems among other things. I was pondering about this one day and it hit me that I have been looking at things from a wrong point of view.
I guess I was asking for a kind of voice over to point me in the right direction, I was looking for some sort of blinding neon light to tell me the message behind all things - when the signs and messages are in that bible verse, in my scripture guide, in my friends' message board... the signs are everywhere I was just too blind to see it...
... Dear Lord I pray for you to give me the grace, open my heart and eyes, and teach me how to listen to your messages that I may make sense of all the things unfolding in my life that I may learn to put my full faith in you because you alone are sufficient, you alone are all I need and may I find my peace in you...
... and for all of this May God Be Praised...