It
is always a privilege to be tapped for service. I always think of it as
an opportunity to give back to the community – to have a sense of
purpose and live not just for yourself but for others as well.
In
our last SFC activity – our Covenant Orientation Weekend, I was tapped
to be part of the food committee tasked to prepare physical sustenance
for the confirmed 41 participants and 20 service team members. The
one day and a half activity required us to prepare 2 set of snacks,
breakfast, lunch and dinner.
I
was honestly overwhelmed by the task. The number of attendees and the
amount of food we are to prepare in such short window of time (as we all
have work) gave me the nerves. The wheels in my mind began turning
– thinking of possible suggestions at how we can tweak the menu a bit
to make the cooking easier without sacrificing taste and quality and
shorten the preparation process to fit into our timeframe so that we can
assist on other tasks and have time to listen
to the talks as well.
When
D-day came I was frazzled. I was anxious and asked my teammates what I
could do to have the preparations be well underway - they just told me
to relax and take the tasks one step at a time. It made me relax
and snap out of my anxiety. It was what I needed to remind me of what
service was all about and as I watched the tilapia fry with a sianse on
hand – I am reminded of the joy I feel whenever I cook and serve food
for my family and friends.
Often
times we get too focused on service that we forget that it is not an
opportunity to show off but to humbly make use of our talents to help
others…
… that it is a way for people to see Christ is us…
… that it is a chance for us to share His blessings and spread the goodness of our Lord…
… a chance to show and tell people how we are transformed by His love…
We
focus too much on delivering and exceeding people’s expectations that
we forget the very core – the very essence of service which is to give
back the glory and praises to God…
The
experience was quite humbling and I am thankful for the opportunity and
with this I pray that I may never be lost in the frenzy of it all, I
pray constant reminders and for purity of heart focused not on the
act but on the core of service.
... and for all of this May God be Praised!!!