Saturday, May 23, 2020

sometimes the answer is no

... today while busy in the kitchen, my mind wandered back to the fact that a previous big opportunity that seemed to be a sure thing slipped my grasp...

… I bagan to doubt my self: maybe I didn't want it enough? Maybe I didn't pray for it enough? Was  I being selfish to want it?...

... insecurity began creeping in... then I saw a testimonial video about a recovered covid 19 patient talking about how pesonal God is, how He knows the desires of our heart...


... often times when our prayers are not answered we forget that... may we always be sensitive to God's leading and direction...

... in time may I understand why things happened the way they have...

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

love in the time of Covid


"when you feel the urge to help - do it, it is God calling you to be the answer to someone's prayer"


credit to https://lovindubai.com/

this was one affirmation that I had when I went on a mission trip to Africa a few years back... and I have always looked back upon it every time I am given an opportunity to volunteer and donate monetarily or otherwise...
In our fight against the corona virus, another opportunity presented itself thru Ultra Athlete and a race with a purpose advocate
Mr. Romeo Puncia. He initiated the Covid 19VS19 project wherein he will be completing 19kms of running for 19 days on an indoor treadmill (Total of 361km) and cycling 19km x 19km (total of 361km) to make up a total combined distance of 722km. The proceeds and donations of which with be used to source and provide masks, face shields, PPEs and scanners to help frontliners here in the UAE and the Philippines. Grocery packs will also be donated to displaced OFW's and labour camp employees.


In these difficult times, a little help goes a long way - may we always be reminded to open our hearts even more to the call of being a blessing to others.

Monday, February 17, 2020

hope springs eternal



Hope springs eternal in the human breast;
Man never Is, but always To be blest.
The soul, uneasy, and confin'd from home,

Rests and expatiates in a life to come.”
― Alexander Pope, An Essay on Man

... as the filipino adage goes "habang may buhay, may pag asa" (there is always hope aslong as we are living)...

... each day may we remember to trust and never loose hope... to not be selfish and self centered - to remember that we are blessed in so many ways... to not focus on what we've lost but on what we have and be truly grateful for it...

Tuesday, February 11, 2020

stars of hope

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... when I was a kid, every time we would go out at night to play, I would always look up at the stars and try to identify the constellations...

Orion, the big dipper and little dipper were the easiest to find. The little dipper to us, back then was a 'rosary' and every time I would find it in the sky - I feel in awe...

... the world seemed grand, majestic and me only a tiny part of it - still there I was under the stars... whispering my hopes and dreams...

... tonight as I was on my back were doing cross fit exercises at the park, my gaze locked upon a familiar cluster of stars - it was the 'rosary', perhaps reminding me to lift up all my worries to God and watch Him work wonders...

Wednesday, February 5, 2020

a tiny speck


... today was emotionally exhausting... I felt like I was pushed on the verge of hopelessness... I seriously asked God 
why He forgot about me... why He let certain circumstances to happen that made me question the power of prayers... but then again maybe my prayers were not sincere, maybe what I want is not what is meant for me...

… I felt drained... I was wallowing in sadness as I walked home... then He gave me a glimmer of hope... I pray for everything to fall into place...

... thank you Lord that I still have it in my heart to pray - even though I question and doubt you... please listen to the tears in my eye, the heaviness of every sigh, the forced laughter and smile... and may that tiny speck of hope push through all the doubts and fears...


Thursday, January 2, 2020

Year 2020

wow, looks like a skipped a whole year without posting anything... the half part of 2018 and the whole of 2019 was kind of a busy period for me, juggling work and my new found passion - dragon boat racing...

Yes I joined a dragon boat team and my previously free time was now taken up by trainings and races...

I am never the sporty type but I do love trying out things if only just for the experience of it and what started out as something to satisfy my curiosity has ignited a passion for sports I did not know I have, it gave me an opportunity to test my physical strength and feed my competitive spirit.

It really is something I have come to love.

Here's hoping that 2020 will give me more opportunities to learn more of the sport, give more to the team I am in and be a better dragon boat paddler.

paddles up!


Monday, June 26, 2017

greater plan

Reminiscent of the rising sun, a new beginning is again set for me as I continue to serve the Singles For Christ community in Abu Dhabi, UAE. I was bequeathed headship of SFC Abu Dhabi's online newsletter Manus Dei.

It was a blessed privilege that I know is another way for me to learn, serve and humble myself. When I was asked to head Manus Dei– I wasn’t able to say yes right away… I am grateful and love being part of the team but the thought of heading the team seems daunting, will I be able to handle it?

“may all your dreams come true”
-  Bo Sanchez

When I was in High School, I remembered collecting  newsletters distributed freely by the school district office. I looked forward every Monday to get a copy and read every page. It sparked in me the desire to write but since I had no one to ask on how to go about my submissions – add to the fact that I was not that confident in my compositions, I just contented myself in reading and collecting the newsletters  - wishing that my school had its own publication and dreaming that one day I would get the opportunity to be part of something similar.

College brought me a little closer to that dream. I was delighted to learn that the college ran its own newsletter. I submitted articles for screening but wasn’t able to make it into the elite writers pool. It saddened me but I continued to (anonymously) submit articles and poems, none of which made it into publication thus the urge to write was set aside as I was thrown into the world of numbers - choosing business and finance as my major despite my college assessment test result showing I am more inclined in communication  arts.

When I joined SFC what started as a one-time desire to share about how I was touched by the teachings of the Christian Life Program became the avenue for me to serve. I was tapped to be an official staff of Manus Dei. It was overwhelming – I had apprehensions on writing with a given deadline but the Lord’s outpouring of messages and inspiration is such that I am able to submit all my assigned articles within the given time frame. My love for Manus Dei grew alongside my growth as an SFC, and soon I too dabbled in layout design despite having no prior knowledge about Photoshop. 

Now as I look back at the previous issues of Manus Dei, my worry and self-doubt about saying Yes to its headship has ebbed away - the Lord’s guidance thru the many contributors and lay out artist is very much evident in each page.  I doesn’t matter that you think you cannot even string two proper sentences together, it doesn’t matter if you can only write in tagalog;  it does not matter if you think you are not artistic enough, what matters is opening your heart to receive the opportunity to praise and glorify our Lord thru the work He has set you out to do and He will surely equip you. 



The Lord truly is faithful. He has answered my dreams in His most perfect time. It did not come in the way I had wished for but rather in a much more splendid way that I could ever have imagined –  truly His plans are bigger than our dreams and with this I am humbled for it is another blessing to be able to offer more of what He has given me.


And for all of this May God be Praised!